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Guess what?? I posted an article at the About.com dating forum days ago!!

Ok so here's the original message:



Jul-14 2:11 am



Hi..there is this classmate of mine..we used to study in the same elementary school...but i am her senior..by one year...

What happens is that we study in the same course..and we often see each other during lectures..there are only 3 guys in the course, one has a gf, one is handsome, and the other one is plain' ol me...

She teased me once because I once had a crush on a gal from her year...I made friends with my crush but contact ended when I graduated...

This gal is called Theresa, and she tends to tease me in class, albeit indirectly...

She takes notice of me....in a way...as probably she sees me as being a goofy guy..I grew to like her as days went past....I could remember how she blushed and her sweet smile lingers in my thoughts...

Let me quote a few instances: 1.I was getting on the bus...one of her friends, Jamie, my junior at elementary school waved at me..I did not notice it..it took my friend to nudge at me before I realised that..So I said "hi Jamie!"

She, Jamie and another classmate, Iris just giggled...Ok..so the joke in on me eh??...Before getting off, i said.."yo jamie..! Bye guys!" I got off and I looked at the side windows..there I saw Theresa turning back and waving at me..her friend...Iris..just turned her head to the sida and waved with the back of her hands...

2. We were in class...sweets were being distributed...I realised i haven't gotten mine..so I turned back...somehow Jamie saw me and she nudged at Theresa..Theresa smiled at me and said " u want a sweet? Well...hold on..." She then popped the sweet into her mouth and gave me the wrapper...I was speechless..but i accepted it politely...

As I was about to turn back to my seat..she said " Here's your sweet!" With a cheeky grin, she handed me a brand new sweet...

I was thinking...hmmm...erm...well I guess before I go..I'll just wish them the best of luck for the exams.....I wanted to look suave in a way(hahaha) so after wishing them the best , I got up from my seat and strapped my backpack to my shoulder and started walking off...

But HORROR!...I forgot to take my my portable drum kit set...so i made an awkward turn and reached for the kit...and then I walked out ....

phew! I 've made it ! Suddenly...Theresa came out of the classroom and said "Royston!" I looked back and realised that I've forgotten to take my bottle of mineral water as well.....



I remembered that I've left my bottle by my seat after drinking from it during class...and if someone were to notice it...it should be Karen...who is sitting near to it! Not Theresa! She couldn't have seen it...!?

Whatever..she was the one who took it out to me!



She is a outgoing kind of gal..but she does't flirt with guys...she was from the Girls Brigade..and probably she is only outgoing to the gals...

I've never seen her talking to any of the guys....



I have grown to like her as time passes...there has been not once where I have not longed to hear her laugh, to see her smile.....

She was not my type of gal...appearnce-wise and she is not really a stunner..but then again..I feel that I like her the way she is....the natural way she looked..no makeup at all...but just a tan....



I missed her a lot during the vacation...I told myself that I had to know her better....but school has reopened...yet I wasn't able to do much to aqquaint myself to her...we are like being stucked to being "just classmates"..I really do feel sad sometimes...they say that the world's greatest distance is when she is standing in front of you and she doesn't know how much you love her...I totally know how it feels now....

She made my life different in a subtle way...I started really socialising more since I started feeling for her in that special way...probably my only wish now is to let her know how much I feel for her...



Just watching her smile makes my day....



I do not expect much...but for a chance to know what I can offer to her....



Recently I have been trying to greet her....well she smiled...but then again....but I haven't been making much progress on the whole...



In fact...i think that she has lost interest in me....



Here as I am typing...I am listening to the song..Distance from the Serendipity soundtrack..the pain aches more than ever....



Shall I give up??

Do she like me too??

How can I tell??

Do I have a chance?

What can I do???

Pls help!!



I've decided:If I do not love her I will love no one else....