Thursday, March 25, 2004

Blogin' time again...hmmm...I can do 9 pullups, heh heh heh. =P



Well well well, time really flies like an eyelid on steroids! Erm..well, usually, I would say, "With the blink of an eye but it's really fast, time elapsing, that is, so I just felt that I had to express it this way..xD" really quickly...everyone is so enbroiled in the IEP, in day to day projects, presentations; hmmm...have we the time to pause and say "Hey, school's gonna end before you know it?"



"All the things around you, the setting, the smell, the people...we'll be away forever...leaving memories behind...."*sniff*



Well, been cherishing these moments a lot, been thinking...I feel a tinge of sadness...life's just a journey, ain't it? One transition after another. *Sigh*



"Good life lessons learnt I have." *imitates Yoda fro the Star Wars*



Note to myself:



Me: Hey, know what? I aight afterall! I ain't thaaaaaaaat useless crap..I'm better that that. I am a SLUG! =o





On FUN=========



Booyeah! I am a l33t battler, was playing neopets, teehee, fought a whole battalion of pixels...lol. Been fightin' the neopian war titled "Defender of Meridell against Lord Kass" Blah. Well, it takes effort, yeah? Clicking using my very own "Optical faerie brand" mouse...clicking endlessly...*phew* -___-" Lotsa patience for those freakin'webpages to load, that f***up Singnet broadband service is killing me..the LAG! Arrrgh. Then again. Cool down. I need to stem that temper of mine. Really makes me a lil' too aggressive sometimes.



On a special gal===========



These days, I just felt the need to maintain more contact with theresa, to show her a lil' bit of concern, here and there..I guess I miss her...well, I really wish to talk to her in person....but I'm just too shy!? (I've been avoiding face to face contact, consciously*it's like I get speechless...) Know what? When I graduate(I better be!!!?), I'll miss her ...After all, she was someone whom I really tried to know better, someone whom I...to this day, is still indescribly attracted to...Nevertheless, there is romance and there is truth. Though it might feel so "heartwrenching and longing" to feel this way, feels melancholically good to be feeling this way(humans are perverse creatures I tell you *j/k*), reality sets in. She is attached, very attached, erm, so yeah. That's about it. Heh.



Well, then, I felt that she wouldn't have liked me, regardless to whether she was attached; I was a big piece of crap.



But hey, I am feelin' better now...I am a true-blue SLUG now, so hmm..it gives me a higher chance. For the least, I do know that my cousin, the snail is well loved by the masses...so...



Escargot anyone? =P



Okay, I seem to be really crappy today. xD





On Work===========





Gosh, get the projects and IEP done with..I'll be lesser-stressed person...sheeesh.

Well, my motto for now *says it proudly with chin tilted up* erheeeeem...SUCK IT UP!





GAMBATTE YO....JiaYOU....



Friday, March 5, 2004

OMG! I can do 7 pullups! Thanks to my dad, who got be a full-up bar, I was able to train everyday...;)



Quoth:



"To be a good lover, you have to be a good friend."



Erm. Well, that stands, at least for now =P



The horizon's clear in sight...I haven't found the "One". She will come, I believe...one day....I am growing day by day, learning more about life, the choices I have to make, the responsibilities, morals, perspectives...Life is a entire universe of experiences, always distinctly unique for each and every one of us. Us. Small as we are, just specks in the vastness of the universe. Humans. So perfect we are. God given.



Live, I say, live to live.



Life itself is a tragedy. >>>>> <<<<< Life itself is a meaningful journey



Which who you chose to look at? Many a time, we tend to sway from the left to right and vice versa...on one hand, life is so mundane, so difficult, on the other hand, life is such a unique and relevational journey...



Dictionary:



Perspective : a way of thinking about something, related to your background, experience or beliefs.



Perspectives change, we can be opened to so many possibilities...in just a moment. All we need is to have an open mind and heart. To reach within ourselves, to delve into our souls, to know and understand what we need.



Some things take time. Only time knows it.