Tuesday, August 26, 2003

Cute pic of Ryoko Hirosue :







*Whew* The clubhouse plan is working!! I'm really glad..we had the budget and approval by Dr Walsh for the changeover to the triangle room =)



Just went to Ikea this afternoon and bought all the materials, such as cushions, blinds, placemats, carpet and a uber-cool looking lamp~!



We shifted the old furniture out and rearranged the room..it looks so different now ~! =P



I'm happy that everythings goin' well (",)



Ciaooo..

Saturday, August 23, 2003

Wow..today was a really interesting day...Vince came to my house in the morning and we planned to go to Sentosa..there were certain isssues that bothered we and we kind' of discussed over it...resolvement did not come easy..I couldn't way that we discussed it, but I guess the issue was laid down crudely, but we settled the conflict in the end..Through this, I was able to see a different perspective about things...



As we were too late for Sentosa at 2pm in the noon, I suggested that we'll go to the Yishun swimming complex instead..we bought a rubber football and brought it into the swimming pool. I invented a game that could be played using the sides of the pool, where our legs are required to pass the ball around..it requires teamwork and physical stamina, and we kinda did a few modifications to the game, which is to use our forehead to pass the ball instead...



After coming back home at around 6pm, I took a bus to Audrey's birthday Bash at Bukit Panjang...when I entered the room...I saw the friendly japanese debators who came on our class the other day during FP2.2. I saw Yoshitaka, Atsushi and Yusuke...Yoshitaka instantly recognized me and asked me if I could remember speaking to him the other day...the guys were very friendly...=) I was extremely hungry then and instantly took the food from the buffet..and plonked myself on the table where Faiza, Magdalene and Weiling and Atsushi were sitting at. I had a fun time talking and cracking jokes to them...



As the other japanese guys were off to play some games on the other side of the room, Atsushi was left at his seat, and he introduced himself and we had a very interesting conversation. He asked me many questions..and while I was talking to him, I realised that I was beginning to nod my head and speak in an accent like his. That was weird. o_0

Magdalene was really nice and she got me a second serving of food on my behalf while we were in a middle of a conversation. Soon after finishing my second serving of food, Magdalene, Faiza and Weiling decided that they had to go home...



Atsushi asked me about life in Singapore, such as my interests, hobbies and lifestyle...He was suprised and amazed that I knew so much about the japanese culture, such as my interests in japanese dramas, actors and singers. He mentioned that he hadn't realised that the japanese culture could spread to somewhere as far as Singapore . Atsushi is a very nice and humble person as well as he was mentioning that Japan debators are lousy in comparison with Singapore debators, using his gestures to express it. It was insightful talking to him as we discussed about many things, even the weather,places,time needed to come from Japan( appr. 6 hours although Atsushi said 60 hours at first) in Japan..it was enjoyable relating things to him as he was very helpful and genuine. He was candid about his views about Singapore. He said that it is a cleaner place then Japan where there are more litter on the ground and

also remarked that gals in Singapore are more friendly, kind and polite. The gender equality norm is rising in Japan and he feels that japanese gals are beginning to become selfish and self-centered...

When I told him about my wish to go to Japan in the near future, he suggested that he could be my tour guide. In fact, he even offered to provide free lodging at his house in Tokyo...=) He also asked me if had ever met a japanese gal, and said that he'll introduce his gal friends to me when I visit Japan...



^_-" *subarashi!~



Time passed very quickly whilst chatting and soon, it was time for Audrey begin the cutting cake ceremony. It was rreally funny when we were singing the birthday song..it sounded different hearing a japanese guy like Atsushi singing a birthday song...o_o



Audrey was to be saboed so her group of friends used a guy as a distractor and Audrey went along to the swimming pool, with the thought that everyone wanted to sabo the guy and toss him into the swimming pool...little did she realise that she was the main target. ^_^



The three japanese guys were worried and they stood far away from the pool with the fear that they might be saboed as well...as expected Audrey was being dragged my a few guys and pushed into the pool..she landed with a huge splash and that was hilarious..^0^ When she got off the pool, dripping wet, the first person she went for was Yusuke, well, you can literally hear him scream and struggle for his life....~ *Ahem* I wasn't let off...she gave me a bear hug from the back and I was practically gasping for air...*splutter*



It was approaching ten and the japanese guys had to leave, thus I asked Yoshitaka to leave me his e-mail address..as well...Atsushi's e-mail add is pocky6791102@hotmail.com and he'll update me about stuff in Japan when he goes back..Yoshitaka's e-mail add is del_piero_10_7@yahoo.co.jp..After shaking their hands and soing the polite bow, we waved goodbye and went on our separate ways...



This is one experience that I'll remember. I could feel the passion inside, to explore Japan and I hope that I'll make my dream come true on day...hmm..perhaps I could work during the december holidays to save up for the trip....=)



P.s. Justin approached me and told me that he was glad for me when he saw me chatting with the gals earlier..he was glad that I have opened up and am finally myself...I thank him for his encouragement...('',) Oh and I gotta mention, earlier,Atsushi asked Justin if he was a judo learner coz he so fit what....like Brock Lesnar (although Juz would beg to differ) =P



*whew*...I've typed so much...now I am feeling groggy....to sum up...I am knackered...kay..gotta go...ciao...^_*







Wednesday, August 20, 2003

This a good flash movie..only in chinese words though...I just got it from a forwarded e-mail....

http://wang-yuan.nease.net/wygs.htm (hope the link will work) =P



Woah..just had a eventful day..whew...well..to begin...it is about a pet project that Vince, Juz and I were engaging in. It is called the "Requiem' et Triangle room"(I call it that) plan and we will be converting the Triangle Room at 04-04 of our ECH building into a clubhouse for ECH students...It's a legacy that we plan to leave and we're working at it..



Everything was fine...till I felt unfine(if there's such a word) to the way I am working with my teammates..therefore, I approached Vince and attempted to discuss my discomfort about the way I am not being consulted for the decisions and ideas on the project..,we had a clash..Vince decided that he needed some time away..I thought it was fine after Vince came back after a walk...but in the afternoon,during the group discussion, we got into a arguement...I felt sad and guilty towards the way that I might have affected our friendship because of my mistakes, my working habits...I guess I had been insensitive about the way I am asking Vince to help me out/involve me in group discussions...fortunately..when I left to the Sports Complex alone after class...Justin found me and chatted with me...he acknowledged my feelings and also conveyed Vince's perpective to me..he's a great friend and I appreciate him taking the time to help me out..=) After Justin left, Vince came and we had a hear to heart talk..we raised certain issues that are bugging us and acknowledged each other's thoughts..we came to realise that our working styles and personalities are really different, then again..we came to a compromise to work things out..that has always been our motto in our friendship, that is to give each other opportunity to work things out at the end of the day without leaving it unresolved..I was glad after the talk..we feel that we are really cool buddies! I appreciate him a lot as a friend!!



When I was reaching hm..I checked my handphone and saw two new SMSs..one was from Justin and the other was from....Theresa. It asked: "What is troubling you royston?"



It reminded me of the past...There was the Ooh La La competition last semester..and I was low in self-esteem then...Theresa SMSed me in class and asked my how I was, in fact, after class..she gave me a note which was encouraging me to try the competition..that gave me so much courage to spur on..I will never forget that...she's always been a caring and sensitive gal and I am touched beyond words...



I appreciate that she's still my friend. I'll never take her for granted. She means a lot to me....and those memories...they'll stay in my heart...it would have been wonderful if things were meant to be..but....sadly..it isn't.



The unwanted attention...The friendship's humble beginnings...The late night chats...the trip to the car show with tickets from her... Valentine's Day....the IT project...*sigh*



Love is an effort. Love is a decision. Love is giving. Love is sacrifice.



I choose to love.







Sunday, August 17, 2003

Whew! My com has been reformatted after it crashed a few days back...it feels so good to start all over again..my com's clean with lotsa hard disk space...well...the clutter of disarrayed files occur when one hasn't reformatted his hard disk in more than 1 and a half years o_O Ah...checked my e-mail and ya..Theresa has replied to my e-mail...=) Anyway..I guess we do really have a hold over this funny thing called love. It is the decision to...or not to love that matters...and I guess I'm feeling that I'm gradually letting go my grip on this unrequited love that I'm experiencing....That means that I' beginning to move on..I hope. *crosses fingers*



Oh..by the way..I had a great time this week...on Thursday, I went to Jurong Point with ma buddy Vince and we did lotsa stuff...played the ate my favorite "Big" prawn noodles...played the arcade, bought mini anime figurines..I kinda like that place..it's totally different over there..I like the "feel", as unexplainable as it seems...hmmpft..perhaps I'm getting bored with my "area" -_-" On friday..we went to Sentosa..woohooo..and yep...it was great fun...hurling sand..diving from the bridge...checking out babes....it was helluva of a time!! I guess the bikini babe in white gave me the most lasting impression...^_^ Well..all I can say was that she left nothing to the imagination..almost. Damn..lucky Vince. =P



On Sat...I hanged out with Mr Goh and Fulin...went to Orchard...and walked all the way from Somerset to Dhoby Gaut...

As always..it was good fun..and great company. =) Anyway..I guess I don't always blog everything in my life..just the significant ones...so here it is...tata..

Tuesday, August 12, 2003

I've been on a rollercoaster ride for the past year......went thru all types of up and downs...it's made me a stronger person now....life hasn't changed drastically, but my perspective of things has been expanded...as for my relationship with Theresa....I guess it hasn't been too wonderful....were friends..drifted..were friends..drifted..gosh it is tough. So much have changed...she's met the guy....and is happily attached now...me...well...that's another story...



Hmmm...I guess my friendship with Vincent and the rest of the class has improved..I'm finally being myself and starting to feel carefree again..I was so unsure of myself... before..went thru many bad patches(pun intended) But now, I guess it's a happier life I am leading now....I ain't afraid being myself!!
Well....been such as while since I last blogged....erm..sounds corny. x_x Well anyways..ya..I'm back! ;)