Blogin' time. =)



Been a while, yeah.



Saw Pearly after school at the bustop today. Yes. Pearly Peck Kuang Mei. The first gal that I had a crush on during Sec 4 at Presbyterian High. Wrote about here in my diary a long time back. Hasn't changed much. She's still pretty and "my type". =) Took the opportunity and sad right behind her. I guess I never thought I would see her again...and it's like the first time I ever been that near to her...*swoon*(Erm, no dirty thoughts pls). Wait. Guts don't swoon over gals, do they? 0_0" Vincent(my bud)'s feminism traits must have rubbed off on me. xD



*sigh* I guess it feels so different this time...it's been years, and the memory, it is diminished, but is nevertheless, a memorable one. Just wondred how things would have been had I approached her then. Never had the courage though. But, ah-ha, I picked that form of courage and "thick-skinnedness" when I met Yanxin. Yeah. The dream gal. My dream gal. Perfect in my memory. *Gushes* Damn, I should really give myself a tight slap. 0_o"



Stilllllll...life's just so suprising sometimes.



Serendipity in its most ironic forms.

An nice poem that sums up my heartfelt thoughts.





"I LOVED YOU ONCE"



Alexander Pushkin (1799-1837)



I loved you once, nor can this heart be quiet;



For it would seem that love still lingers there;



But do not you be further troubled by it;



I would in no wise hurt you, oh, my dear.







I loved you without hope, a mute offender;



What jealous pangs, what shy despairs I knew!



A love as deep as this, as true, as tender,



God grant another may yet offer you.