I gave her a gift..well...for providing me with the idea of doing a paper collage for my 1st art experience lesson...wow!

According to Vince..in their conversation earlier they were saying " we ask Royston..I guess he'll know best...." Vince was curious so he turned back.....& was shooed...:P

Today, she seems to be in a better mood...well I am glad of course....



whilst we were walking back to class after a break during lecture today, I saw her chatting with her friends outside the classroom...

I heard her mention something..and I just turned at looked..I heard her say,"Your name is Royston ah!" to Vincent. I was puzzled...why would she mention my name out of a sudden?? So I said "I hear someone calling my name!" She said "Woah..." and then she and her friends giggled...



Back in class , there was this presentation and we had to crowd around the presentation materials whilst our classmates presented...I made the initiative and I stood behind her and Karen...They seemed to notice after a while as I notice Theresa whispering something like "someone...behind..us...blah..blah". Karen was pretending to put her head on Theresa's shoulder..and she said " Can you make urself taller??" Theresa then tiptoed....in a mock display...Karen's head was swaying from the left to the right and it was like blocking my view ...so I said "Karen, don't move ur head so much!" Karen reacted by pretending to tiptoe and sway her head, intentionally blocking me even more...Theresa said " Why don't you let her lay her head on your shoulder??" I was like "errmm.." Karen gave Theresa a nudge and tried to step on her foot...



Later, after the lecture..we were leaving the classroom and I tried to throw a piece of paper in the wastepaper basket...Theresa and her group of friends were over there...but I ignored the fact and threw the paper..it went in..so I was like "ehh!! It went i !!" The gals were like booing me in mock seriousness..."wehhhh.."



Today in the afternoon at MAYC lecture...during the break...I was leaving the classroom and Theresa was sitting outside with her group of friends (including the malays) eating anacks...Suddenly Theresa said " Royston, where are u going??" I was like "To the toilet!!??" She was like giving an "Oh I see..expression...." "you didn;t go and woo gals huh?" I just turned and gave her a wry smile...



After coming back...I made the intiative and walked up to Theresa and the group....asking "well..any nice snacks??" Theresa then remarked "You see,Wah.he keke walk over and ask for something to eat...." One of the malays (Niz I think" passed me two packets of snacks but I didn't like them so I refused gently...Then...before going into class , ramarked " Next time get better food!"

They booed...:P



That was how things went today...*sigh*

Maybe she looks at me like a dorky kind of guy, someone who is cool to make fun of.....I guess...

No..I just don't understand gals...the can be so sullen on one day..& the next day they are like so bubbly....sheeeez!

Well...today..I saw her....she does not seem to be in a good mood today....wonder what has happened..

I suddenly felt sad....



I feel great pain....being unable to walk up to her and say " Take care"...

It hurts so much.....not being able to do anything for her..not even able to show concern for her

.....



I feel exhausted...couldn't concentrate in class today....

I wonder how Vince is able to set his priorities despite the way he feels...

I was totally affected....



I hope she would always be happy....

Woohoo...quite a bit of stuff has happened today....



Well...in class today, Theresa was making comments (jokingly) when we came into class late...haha...I said Shhhh!!!

And she turns to Karen and said "Royston says Shhhhh!!" She then turns to me for a brief moment and replied " Ok afterwards one-on-one outside!" Later on...after class...when we were leaving..her friends(clique), Karen, Iris & jamie were outside and they deliberately closed the door at Theresa, leaving her stranded in the classroom...Iris and Karen were standing behind the door, using their hands to keep the door closed...I went foward and said "Come, let me help u" I stood up from my seat and opened the door...Karen & Iris were like taken aback ...Theresa was like saying " Wah, my bodyguard is so efficient !" I just looked and her and said jokingly, "Go outside, go outside!!"



Outside the classroom, I saw Theresa walking swagger...found that amusing..thus I imitated her..well she noticed and laughed...

Karen was walking over from the passageway and when she saw me she said " Wah, look at my hand..injurd already..I don't care..u better pay me a hand...!!" Well I was apologising...



Hmmm..I do not know if I should be happy..should I be?? :)

Here's my reply, but I haven't gotten a reply yet... :(





thanx dude....well anyway here's an update...



During lecture yesterday , we had a mini quiz and the answer sheets were redistributed randomly for us to mark amongst ourselves....I didn't know who got hold of my paper...until Theresa came up to me with 2 sheets of papers..one belonged to me and the other belonged to Justin, who was sitting beside me...upon receiving my answer sheet, I realised that there was this cute smiley face drawn on it...well I was rather amused...so when Theresa walked past me later in class...I asked her "Erm..Theresa..do u know who was the one who marked my paper??" She smiled warmly and replied " Well, do you find the drawing cute??"



Here's my Question:



Q:Theresa personally passed me 2 answer sheets..and one of them happened to be mine...could it be that she wants me to know that it was marked by her and that the smiley face was also drawn by her? Well she could have just passed the paper to me..but why personally walk up to me and return the papers to me??







Is there a possibility that she likes me from these actions that r being portrayed??







Advice is needed...thanx



:)

Here's another article by another kind soul out there!!





CEPHEUS4





Well dude, I've been in that situation as well: infatuated with feelings and emotions, being given contradictory signs and totally surrounded by confusion and anticipation and not knowing where to go with it all or what to do. To make things worse, you're a romantic, which is usually a good thing because it means you're part of a dieing and greatly civilized race, but in situations like these it makes things only harder. I have been in nearly your exact predicament and I too was stuck! Personally, I just rode it out. She and I drifted apart, then close, then apart again then were friendly... and it went on like that... and it sucked. So please, don't put yourself through it too. I agree with what was already said, you have to decide if she's for you or not and move on with your life, with or without her. Ultimately, my gal was not for me and she knew it the whole time... which burns me up even today, so perhaps my opinion is tainted because it's mixed with a distasteful memory. However, I stand by it, and unlike you were told, I say SLAP yourself and get a hold of the situation, don't just take a few breaths. YOU'VE GOT TO FIND OUT WHAT SHE THINKS OF YOU; friends or more, and I think this has to be done face to face. What you decide to say can be quick; it only takes a second and it doesn't have to be conspicuous. Something simple, like bring up a movie that looks cool and slip your way in to asking if she'd like to see it. Anything, just find out more now and don't let it drag on. Life's too short to get all tangled up with the feelings of love if you know that perhaps it just isn't so. You may only be setting yourself up for heartbreak, but then again, maybe not... it's up to you to find out.



Good luck my friend, I truly am rooting for you.



J