I must fight!

Just keep thinking...concentrate!!!!

Keep fighting!!!!!!!!!!!

been a long road to follow
been there and gone tomorrow
without saying goodbye to yesterday
are the memories I hold still valid?
or have the tears deluded them?
maybe this time tomorrow
the rain will cease to follow
and the mist will fade into one more today
something somewhere out there keeps calling
am I going home?
will I hear someone singing solace to the silent moon?
zero gravity what's it like?
am I alone?
is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet
still the road keeps on telling me to go on
something is pulling me

I feel the gravity of it all

A beautiful excerpt from a beautiful post. From Sam's blog.

It is important to note that friendship love is grounded in reality. This begins with the absence of idealization. The great weakness of romantic love is that lovers see each other through the unrealistic lens of idealization. This is, of course, why romantic love is unstable. Eventually reality sets in and shatters the unrealistic perceptions of the loved one.

True friends, in contrast, see each other realistically. Because they know each other so well, they know the weaknesses that are hidden from the view of those at a distance. This awareness, however, does not diminish the respect, affection and admiration that they feel. But they are not prone to idolization. Friends are not fascinated by each other. Nor are they awestruck. They know each other not by the outer garb of persona but by the dependable and relatively stable elements of habit, character, disposition and trait. It is this down-to-earth quality of friendships that gives them stability and endurance. They may be unromantic, but they are anchored in reality.

Viva Friendship.

I discovered that people are not really afraid of dying; they're afraid of not ever having lived, not ever having deeply considered their life's higher purpose, and not ever having stepped into that purpose and at least tried to make a difference in this world." - Joseph Jaworski

This rings truth to me.

I need to find an answer.

I do.

Arggghhhhhhhh I missed that marvel Deadpool figure in ebay~!!!!! >__<

I don't want clothes I don't want gadgets I don't want food

I just want my X-men and Dragonball figures!!

I have so many to buy, but so little cash

Make a poor boy's dream come true!~~

For more of my silly fanboy-toy-fanatic-collector-penniless-long-to-buy-toys razmatazz, do drop by at my Toy Collecting Blog 

You'll get informative bio and pictures of X-men characters too, whats not to love?

Fear

A numbing realization.


Fear.


Desperation.

Facing a huge trial ahead...uncertainty